I hide my romantic fantasies from those around me. I imagine, for example, how two women caress me, competing for my favor

I hide my romantic fantasies from those around me. I imagine, for example, how two women caress me, competing for my favor – Lifee.cz

I’ve known since puberty that I’m into girls and I’ve never dealt with it. In short and simply, I took it as a fact. My parents were not pleased with my coming out, but when they found out that a relationship between two women is in most situations the same as a relationship between a man and a woman, moreover advantageous in that unlike heterosexual relationships it cannot lead to unwanted pregnancy, they backed down and made a life choice my partners didn’t talk to me.

I found that I was comfortable with a relationship with two women

But what should the woman of my life look like? That is a more difficult task. I like a lot of women optically, but not in a way that I want to have something with them. And conversely. In addition to them, I know others who can interest me, but they are usually not lesbians.

I’ve had a few real relationships in my life, but they didn’t end well. Therefore, I began to think more about where the mistake was, and found out not only that I have very specific tastes, but also that I might be comfortable with a relationship with two women at once…

I like two completely different women

And how did this shocking discovery come about? I have secretly liked two completely different colleagues at work for a long time. One is a petite, beautiful brunette, the other is a tall, well-groomed blonde with a stout figure, and quite often I can’t choose which one I’d rather make love to, if it were possible.

I like them both equally, even though in reality I know that they are each different, and on top of that, neither of them is a lesbian. But there are no limits to imagination, as they say, so in my spare time I like to spin different ideas. From relationships to making love, but never classically, but in a threesome.

I dream of making love, during which both spoil me

One time I would have a date with a beautiful brunette, another time with a shapely blonde. That it would be more about infidelity than a threesome? Well no. They would know about each other, but in a way they would compete for my favor. And then, from time to time, there would be a moment to make love. In three… Of course, such that my body would be caressed by both at the same time.

I imagine, for example, how they caress my cheekbones with their fingers, how each caresses one of my breasts… How they seductively fight for my body and pamper it… I can almost realistically feel how their expensive perfumes mix with mine in the air and how one with the other, they are racing, which will be more original in cuddling… In essence, it would be a “threesome”, only with the variant that two women would focus on one, not each on each. This means that I would have two partners at once, but they would only have me…

I know it’s a very unusual idea… But even so, every time I dream something like this, I get a pleasant chill down my spine and I almost lose sight of reality. Perhaps only in moments of sobriety do I doubtfully argue with myself whether I am really exaggerating. So I can only hope that some real woman will appear soon and I will be able to put all fantasies aside for the time being, or even better, for good.